I have been having some very vivid dreams lately
as my ancestors and guides often contact me in my dreams
Two of them are to be shared.
One, a story from my Grandmothers
to rebuild the relationship between
masculine and feminine lines
the healing of the heart or water element
I share it here:
The second one I dreamt of
A crone, an old woman, the wisest of the family was holding
hands
with the elders of the family around a fire
Behind her the space opened up
Blowing like a billowing cloak
Open space that was plentiful and vast
Into the void
“What was it?” I asked
“What are you showing me?”
“The space between”, my ancestors told me
The wise ones, the well rested ones
The ones I call on for guidance and healing
“The deepest space of feeling and grief
Where all can be held and felt
The fear of the feeling and going beyond
Is what has kept this family from connecting
And old age brings memory loss and circling closer to the
mind
In smaller circles of safety and comfort
And Alzheimer’s and early graves
And to journey deep
To journey far
And meet the depth
As the mind meets dream
And the soul meets its allies
And feels all in the depth
The deepest part, the winter
That is the place we must journey now
To feel and hold
As the hearts are rewoven
Back to love”
And an image came
Of a few twigs in the breeze
“This is not your tree” the voices of the ancestors said
They then showed me a
great trunk
With sturdy roots
And well-rested heart
Immense and everlasting
Timeless and loving
“This is your tree”
Entwine yourself with this
Bring the deepest roots
And deepest heart
for now we are gathering
and gathering to love
and in my hands
I could see the twigs I held
And the broad branches held me in their love
And I made a short video
About the Winter Crone
For my Earth Seasons transmission
But would love to share it here
As we are nearing the beginning of our ancestral immersion
And I wanted to let you know
There is only love in your big and beautiful tree
Even if the branches feel distant or some have snapped off
And lay on the ground
The roots hold the deepest love
The deepest love
And you are welcome
And invited
With all my love
Emily xx